Tuesday, October 3, 2017

Myriad

How am I feeling today?

That's a very good question. Let's see.

What are the sources of this.... Discontentment?

Mom. Bii. Work. Me.

Mom. Had a phone call with mom. Maybe it's the guilt eating inside of me, that made me react negatively when she started nagging. Ended up with a fight.

Bii. Doesn't hug me anymore, kiss me anymore, or want me anymore. Fck that shit.

Work. Feeling incompetent, and a lack of progress. If only it's just a lack of progress. I feel like I'm moving backwards. I'm... tired.

Me. Fucking insecurities rearing their ugly head.

How do I feel then.

Not just physically tired. But also mentally tired.

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