Of Confusion, Variations & Indecisiveness

I've not been updating this regularly enough. By Jove! There's just so much to talk about!

There's 4 ladies that I want to talk about.

1st off, Nana. Nana is super hot. I mentioned before, that, that mind and body of hers is to die for. Yet, as much as I have the hots for Nana, she's someone else's wife.

2nd. Kirsten. Now she is someone I get along very well with, in text and what not. Sadly, she's been MIA for, close to 3 weeks now. I think, she had some family issues to attend to. A real pity if you ask me. I could have, would have given her emotional support.

3rd. Dichelle. She's a colleague from the US office, here on a medium term assignment. Here as in based in Singapore office, medium term as in a 2 year renewable contract. Conversations with her flowed really well. Honestly, I was very attracted to her. Surprise, surprise. I was the last to finish my meal that Thursday. We did the tourist thing, and took pictures with KLCC in the background. I even got her personal number (which apparently, she didn't give out to anyone else) and sent her pictures. When Shireen sent Dichelle back to her hotel, Dichelle told her, that she likes me, 'cause I'm so sociable, just like a party goer.

After we had lunch the next day with Chin Chin (Dichelle was going back to Singapore that afternoon), we all gave Dichelle goodbye hugs. She whispered into my ear and said: Bye crazy. Wow! Talk about having a moment with her. If she had come any closer, I'd have blushed so bad then. I tell you, I'm crushing hard on Dichelle.

I kept my distance for a week or so. Then I texted her on a Thursday night, asking how's her accommodation search coming along. We exchanged pleasantries and I asked permission to stalk her Insta (yay me!) And she stalked me back after that!

So a couple of days ago, on Monday 27th August, Shireen and Wayne (new joiner) came to office. They had a call with Dichelle (Woman's in London and still thinking about work! SMH) I was on the phone with another client, and I was probably a bit loud. She asked, if that's Laura she heard in the background. (Girl's got sharp ears!) And I'm like, oh oops! Sorry Dichelle!

Shireen likes to tease me about Dichelle. She thinks Dichelle likes me too. And she knows I like Dichelle, like, a whole lot. Hahaha. Well. I'll leave her alone for now, since she's on holidays. I'll probably disturb her again next week, just to catch up. Find out how she's getting along with the unboxing of her 34 boxes.

Dichelle is like, the forbidden fruit that is a temptation. You shouldn't, couldn't have it. Yet, you still stretch your hand towards it. As hot as she is, she's a colleague. Honestly, I've fantasized about her before *blush* I feel like a kid in her presence. And she probably thinks I am one too! It'll be interesting to find out, if she IS straight af or not. If she isn't, there's still the colleague hurdle. Sigh. She's just so fucking hot. I could give her a night to remember, sex her well, make her cum non stop.
Wow I just admitted to wanting to sex a colleague. Talk about a confession of sorts. Blardy good thing this shit is private right

Drifter

A loner by nature

She prowls the shoreline

Questing, probing,

Not knowing what she's seeking

Day in day out her routine goes

Till one sunset, she stumbled, per chance

Upon this unmarked trail

Faint at the onslaught, obvious once seen

The road not taken, she shrugs.

And upon a journey she embarked

Oh what an adventure it was!

A hidden cove, an inlet of water

Her first discovery.

What came next?

Myth debunked.

The most gorgeous face she saw

A set of vibrant green eyes

A smile that lit the world

A face, that was unmistakably feminine.

It started with a smile

A hello

That went on to last a lifetime

A lifetime that spanned half a decade

There was joy

There was laughter and hope

Then came the sorrow

Despair and loneliness

Still she persisted

On this road of minority choice

Squaring her shoulders

Chest up, she pushed ahead

A few stumbles

A few roadblocks

A few obstacles

In a moment of clarity

A drunken stupor provides

She locked her beating heart up

In a wooden chest, bound with iron linked chains

Pulling her hand back, she threw

Threw the key far, far away from her

Deep into Davy's grasp

Into his ever expanding hoard

A few stumbles

A few roadblocks

A few obstacles

The road not taken

A roller-coaster ride

A journey started

An adventure to be seen till the end

She met a flitting fairy

And was grateful for the company

They hit it off from the start

And her chest felt lighter with each passing moment

One fine day, the flitting fairy disappeared

Once more, she's left in the dark

Still, she shoulders on

Shoulders on she must

She knows now, what her search is for

That quest for the elusive,

That of which she's seeking,

That happiness

Perhaps, one day,

She'll get a shot.

At obtaining that fairytale ending

Till then, she'll continue as she always have.